Collide

Just for once I want someone to really know me. My family knows me in a way that not many others do, but that isn't really all of me. They know what kind of food I like and dislike. They know that I love to read. They know those parts of me. My friends know me in a different way. They know that I am dazed and loopy without sleep. They know who I think is cute. They know those parts of me. There are very few people who collide into both "worlds". But the ones that do are the ones that will stay in your life for a very long time. They are the ones that you call up when you can barely speak because you're sobbing. They are the ones you text wacky pictures of yourself to. They are the ones you will never forget and never take for granted. They are your true best friends that become part of your family. Happy birthday to my best friend of 16 years! I love you Abigail <3

Disturbances

There is this owl outside my house. This sentence along with the title says it all. The entire night I lay in bed trying to get some sleep while this nocturnal creature stays up hooting nonstop. I can not take it any longer! The less sleep I get the more I want to throw some rocks into the tree. It starts early enough so that I'm not ready to sleep and won't stop until morning. Tonight it has just begun and my nightmare is a reality!

Quote Time!!!

Some of my favorite quotes! Enjoy :)

My Mountain

I finally thought I had gotten over this bump in the road. When I discover it's more like a mountain. There is no way to get across. It is full of wild animals getting ready to hunt you down. The forests are thick with vines and poisonous leaves. It would take too long to get to the other side. I would run out of essentials. The water on the mountain is filthy and would give me a disease. The food is not edible. I would die. But I will not, because I have a greater power with me. I am a child of the One Most High. I do not have to go alone. He will carry me if I get weary. My Lord and the God of all the nations will sustain me. He will give me a place of rest and He will protect me from the dangers in the sinister forests. God led me over the bump to prove to me I could trust in Him. Now He has led me to the mountain to test whether I will follow Him faithfully. He can take me blindfolded through the treacherous mountains and I will cling to Him. For He is my Rock, Sheild, and my Safe Haven.

Flying away into the cold a piece of my soul flies away, away to you.
Each moment you say something to me a piece of my soul finds you.
Every touch every glance a piece of my soul is with you. You may never know you may never care,
but pieces of my soul will always be with you. I will never say what I need to say, but if you hear this song my soul is with you. Falling away away from me, but i know I'll always be with you. A piece of me will never be complete, for you took a piece of me with you. When it goes away I feel a little tear. Taking part of me into the thin air. One thing you should know is that with each little tear I begin to feel. Numbness goes away. A fire comes to light. Every little tear is making me all right. Somehow being shred apart is giving me a start. Something new is ahead. You are far behind. Taking pieces of my soul will be your only sight. I will be long gone into my new life. Those lost pieces of my soul will be found again in time.

New habits

This past month has been a whirlwind. I found it very challenging to find time for myself. Last night I decided that my life was not in turmoil because of a hectic schedule, but because of time management. I decided it was time to put my life in order. I found a planner and wrote down everything that needed done for the next month. Notice I wrote down what needed to be done not what I wanted to do. In the end I know it will be more rewarding to have accomplished what was necessary and not the other things that distract us from what is important. I know you cannot plan out your life, but I felt an amazing burden lifted because of this new organization habit. I hope to keep it up until it becomes an ordinary habit. Writing at least one blog post a day is one thing I have added to my agenda. This habit of organization will hopefully continue throughout the year.